Monday, January 14, 2008

The past week or so..

Have you ever felt like your life is a movie? Like you're just watching everything that happens iin your life from the outside. More like you're just a spectator of your own life. Like everything around you is going crazy, yet you are completely still and are just watching. This is my life right now. Obviously I am not literally physically sitting down watching everything, it just seems as if everything is happening around me and I am just sitting on a couch in a trance watching it. Lots and lots of stuff is happening in my life, but nothing seems realy, i just feel as if things are flying by. I guess you could say it is like I am dreaming, always dreaming. My life is moving so fast, yet I am moving so slow. Sometimes it scares me, because I feel out of control. But I guess I am not really supposed to be in control really...I am supposed to have faith in the Lord that He can do anything, and will take care of everything. But this is definately easier said than done. I am closer to the Lord than I have ever been, and let me tell you it is absolutely amazing! But the the things I have going on in my head both mentally and physically are crazy, and most definately not from the Lord. I have had a headache every night since womens retreat, and I can't seem to focus on anything no matter how important something is. I know I sound really emo, and have been just complaining, but honestly I don't know what to do. I am definatley praying a lot about this. All I can say is praise the Lord for the things He has taken me out of, and the people He has put in my life.

God Bless

P.S. Everybody listen to Hillsongs cd All of the Above...it is amazing worship!

Tuesday, January 1, 2008

New Years

praise the Lord He forgave us for our past! and praise the Lord He is with us in the future...here comes '08 you ready?