hi

i'm writing because i havn't written in a really long time and i wanted to let you know i'm alive

can anybody help me come up with an idea for a research paper???

i have to write about a specific event in history where i can have three different eye witness accounts...i want it to be gnarly and somehow related to Jesus

The past week or so..

Have you ever felt like your life is a movie? Like you're just watching everything that happens iin your life from the outside. More like you're just a spectator of your own life. Like everything around you is going crazy, yet you are completely still and are just watching. This is my life right now. Obviously I am not literally physically sitting down watching everything, it just seems as if everything is happening around me and I am just sitting on a couch in a trance watching it. Lots and lots of stuff is happening in my life, but nothing seems realy, i just feel as if things are flying by. I guess you could say it is like I am dreaming, always dreaming. My life is moving so fast, yet I am moving so slow. Sometimes it scares me, because I feel out of control. But I guess I am not really supposed to be in control really...I am supposed to have faith in the Lord that He can do anything, and will take care of everything. But this is definately easier said than done. I am closer to the Lord than I have ever been, and let me tell you it is absolutely amazing! But the the things I have going on in my head both mentally and physically are crazy, and most definately not from the Lord. I have had a headache every night since womens retreat, and I can't seem to focus on anything no matter how important something is. I know I sound really emo, and have been just complaining, but honestly I don't know what to do. I am definatley praying a lot about this. All I can say is praise the Lord for the things He has taken me out of, and the people He has put in my life.

God Bless

P.S. Everybody listen to Hillsongs cd All of the Above...it is amazing worship!

New Years

praise the Lord He forgave us for our past! and praise the Lord He is with us in the future...here comes '08 you ready?

It's Official

No more Brooks...here I come CC!!!

For those of you that don't know, I wasn't sure if I was gonna stay at Brooks or not. Well I've been praying a lot, and the Lord is pulling me out of Brooks. I have complete peace about it, and I know that the Lord has awesome plans for my life no matter where I go. Apparently the Lord all ready used me at Brooks, and now is moving on. It would be super awesome if you guys could just pray for the transition, and stuff. Thanks.

On Repeat right now..

When Silence Falls
Tim Hughes

I've had questions, without answers
I've known sorrow, i have known pain
but theres one thing, that i'll cling to
you are faithful, Jesus your true
when hope is lost, i'll call you saviour
when pain surrounds, i'll call you healer
when silence falls, you'll be the song within my heart
in the lone hour, of my sorrow
through the darkest night of my soul
you surround me, and sustain me
my defender, forever more
when hope is lost, i'll call you saviour
when pain surrounds, i'll call you healer
when silence falls, you'll be the song within my heart

enough said..

but if anyone suffers as a Christian, he is not to be ashamed, but is to glorify God in this name...therefore, those also who suffer according to the will of God shall entrust their souls to a faithful Creator in doing what is right.

1 Peter 4: 16,19

Sucks

So today I was in an accident. I am fine, i think, but my car not so much. It was a tough one to call, so it was faulted as mine. A car two in front of me hit the car infront of them, so everybody slammed on their brakes, but I just couldn't make it in time. So i made the whole thing worse. Yes this is my first accident, i pray it's my last too. Nobody was hurt Thank you Lord! One good thing may come out of this, and that is i may finally get a new car! The bad thing is my insurance is going to go up, which sucks really bad. I'm really shaken up right now, but besides that I'm fine.

session 2

102!!! all ready? what? yes time for session 2!!!

gonna be gnarly, but the Lord got my back man!

goals for this session:

1. pass the class

2. talk to atleast 2 people about Jesus (preferably more)

3. get deeper in the word

4. get a job


So much to do and so little time who knows how i'm gonna get through it. The Lord does though. I completely trust that everything that goes down this session will be totally the Lords will. And if it's His will, i'm fine by that (or atleast gonna try to be fine with it)

p.s. to all you ppl out there, the Lord really is faithful. i promise. we just need to look past what our plan for our lives are and see what the Lord has for us. cuz if we do it ourselves all we gonna get is messes. when we trust the lord with these things it works out perfect. yes we screw up, yes we think we have a better plan, but no we don't and the Lord will forgive us when we do.

peace brada God bless